Summer is here.
Even Londons weather is amazing!! And the evenings are incredible.
I am sitting in my living room, having a glass of white chilled wine, and smoking one of my many daily cigarettes, but this one is the best one of today. This one tastes different. Its not anxiety, its not addiction, its damn pleasure.
Wondering.
Thoughts and thoughs all pop in and out of my mind as the gentle wind comes and goes into the room.
Smiling.
Thinking about how upset and disappointed I was 2 days ago when some idiot just fucked up my account, and commited fraud, which luckily was discovered on time! Which made me feel so insecure. How can it be so damn easy?! How can somebody just sneak into your bank account and empty it, without you actually realizing! Maybe due to my ingenuity, I just thought ut was seriously complicated! Anyways, its over now.
Following day, spent the morning at the bank, and all was over. The sun was shining. And I hald 1 hour before going into and solving the situation. So I just walked around London Bridge, and discovered this beautiful, unbelieavble quiet and surrealistic little bar, with a peaceful terrace overlooking the church's garden. I sat down and started reading. It was lovely.
Then yesterday came along... terribly disappointed by Italy. How upsetting! When they scored the second gol, 5 min. before the end of the match, I was just overexited and happy!! Anyways, I feel lucky, I have more than one team, and somehow ' i feel i have the right to it' ahahah...it sounds pretentious, but its true! I mean everyone can follow more than one team, it's really up to self-choice.
My real real team has always been Bcn, but in the World Cup I follow at least 2 teams!Without feeling guilty about it! Ahaha... anyways...just writing down a couple of thoughts!
Today Spain wooon!! :):) Which made me quite happy!! Hoping the situation starts to look a bit better...fingers crossed for England too!
Anyways, today has been such a tiring day... but pleasent, damn pleasent, walking in Londons summer sunshine... a little breeze here and there... smily faces... happy music... Oxford Circus as usually was crowded... always a lot of people, always a lot of different people! It never seems the same place! I just feel and see it differently each time I go, I guess it happens with all the places you go.
I also walked around uni, looked quite quiet and empty...so somehow different...back to my walk...I popped into the library to get some books, love reading in summer weather, summer parks... its just so much more relaxing, and you can read as much as you want, no need to stop cause there is something with somehow 'higher priority' to be done...
And the sunset came along...yellow, orange, red, pink, purple, blue....lighter, darker, brighter, duller...but always amazing!!!!!!
